This is a relatively easy week, compared
with the previous ones.
And this is the last week-- I know.
Not until I received Mr. Elliott mail, announcing something we need to
notice at the final stage, do I sense “this really gonna come to an end.” It is
a bit of sad.
The
first week I was gleeful; afterwards came with a myriad of tasks to be
fulfilled. The sixth or seventh week was the most overwhelming one—my brain was
replete with ideas, plans and tasks awaiting me to carry out. Then, after
submitting the final project, I in a blink of eye found the busy life vanishing.
I now miss the life occupied with things, which replenish me with prospective
exploration of my teaching. The trip takes after a journey to the Treasure
Island, Initially, I feel ossified with the dazzling gold lying in front of me,
but when coming to my sense, it is a little late to grapple for more--
time for home. Even so, I still get so much, I could hinge on them for the rest
of my teaching career.
A
plethora of web tools and reflective theoretical articles pave a broad path for
me to stride gallantly, facing the impending challenges from new teaching environment
and learners. I still remember how thrilled I was when students, sitting together
discussing their writing in English, went from strength to strength owing to
the overhaul of my teaching approach. However, before the course about between
2008 and 2011, I almost couldn’t hang on there. What do you think is the most
terrified thing? My answer is that when you lose the passion for what you are
doing. Approximately in 2008, I felt like quitting my teaching job because I
was very tired of teaching in the traditional way--grammar focus, translating
English into Chinese, teacher-centered, teaching for tests. So, I embarked on
my exploration of teaching. I kept making adjustments, but found no
breakthrough until a student groaned with his dissatisfaction. Then he
suggested me using PowerPoint to expedite my teaching. As soon as I started to
apply technology to my teaching, I realized what a great facilitator technology
is.
However,
I knew there was still something missing— I am not on the right track I would
like to lope on; a language classroom should be more than I managed then. What
tips the balances is that I was admitted to the E-Teacher program of University
of Oregon. With the learning and practice into real setting of technology, my
teaching style shifted form teacher-centered approach to learner-centered
approach. I also made a break personally. I created the first online
survey of my own, the first personal webpage of my own, and the first English blog
of my own.
Well goes the Chinese saying, “There is no banquet with an end.” In English,
it says, “Everything must come to an end.” The former or the latter, a hint of
sadness comes to me. Farewell, dear participants, and Mr. Elliott, who shares
so much with us. Thank you.